Daniel thinking about you today - Mothers day 2007.  I miss you Angel more than i can say.  Just want to thank you for sharing your life with me for the last 20 years.  All of the memories we shared will stay in my heart forever and always.  Even though you are gone, sweetheart you will always be my son.  You live in my heart and as long as I live you will as well.   I miss you giving me a card and wishing me Happy Mothers Day and telling me that you love me.  I know today Dan, you will be sending love and hugs to me and sweetheart, I will be thinking of you every minute of the day for the rest of my life.  You will always be a very special part of me.   Gone but never forgotten..
Love always your mum xxx

Loving you always Daniel xxx

Daniel my special angel, wishing you a heavenly 21st bdy up in heaven with all your angel friends.  My darling boy what do I say.  Im supposed to be giving you a 21st bdy party, but this year I will be letting balloons fly high for you my angel...I remember this time 21 years ago, just about ready for you to be born.  When I saw you for the first time, i could not take my eyes off you.  You were so beautiful and all I wanted to do was to keep watching you.  You were my son and I was going to protect you always.  This year Daniel is so sad for me.  Im missing you more than I can say and I wish you were here.....I still think of you as my son and I love you and miss you every single day....My darling Im wishing you a big party in heaven, at least you'll have a nice soft cloud to fall on.  I hope you and your angel friends have the best time..& the best party....I know how much you loved a good party...Just wanted to say sweetie you're in my heart and the memories of you are many.  I just wish I couldve had so many more.  But Daniel Im so grateful I got to spend as much time with you as I did.  It was all worth it my son.  You are my world, even though you're not here with me.  It is very lonely without you.  I miss your smile and just the way you were.  Hope they play really loud music in heaven, maybe they might even do kareoke.  Maybe You could even sing a special song for me, Dan.  Whatever you do my sweet boy hope you have a very heavenly birthday and know that I love you so much and
 

Sending lots of


and


To You



 

Daniel All my love now and always your mum who misses you more than words can say.

Daniel sweet angel your family misses you so much.

Daniel it is Glenn and my first wedding anniversary and I was remembering how happy we were 1 year ago.  My how things change.  I would give anything to be able to hold you in my arms again just as I did in this picture.  You were such a beautiful boy Dan and I miss you more than anything.  Thank God for the memories.  I hold them close to my heart.  I would have given any thing to be able to hear you say "Happy Anniversary Mum" and give me a big hug and a kiss like you use to.  You my darling were in my thoughts and God how I wished you could have been here with me today.  Just wanted to say I love you so much now and always.







Have a beautiful day in heaven sweetheart xxx

The Broken Chain

We little knew that morning
that God was going to call your name.
In life we loved you dearly;
In Death we do the same.
It broke our hearts to loose you. You didn't go alone,
for part of us went with you the day God called you home.
You left us with precious memories.
Your love is still a guide
and though we cannot see you
you are always at our side.
Our family chain is broken and nothing seems the same
but as God calls us one by one the chain will link again 

Daniel

Such a sweet boy could only be an angel...

Like a bird in the sky flying high with the angels.
I miss you sweet boy now and always.

I will love you and miss you everyday for the rest of my life my sweet darling boy xxx

Do Believe

by Jennifer Janiszewski

There is nothing i can do,
to make him come back
There are no words I can say,
that can replace the words you long to hear
There are no answer's I can give,
that will satisfy your questions
There is not another soul
I can introduce you to that will ever
replace his
And, there is no love I can offer
that will ever replace the love you shared
I can not promise your broken heart
will ever be complete
I will not say it could have been worse
I will not deny it was a tragedy
I will not lie and tell you he will come back
He never really left
I do promise he hears you when you speak
I will say he loves you no matter the distance
I will not deny he is in a better place
And, I will not lie;
he is waiting to greet you someday
He is every you step you take
He is in everything you do
He is the air you breathe
He is every beat of your heart
" He is like the wind.
You can not see him...
but you will always feel him"

I'LL NEVER BE THE SAME

Confusion reigns within my heart
Within my soul
Because I know I cannot ever be
The woman I once was.

How can I be complete and whole
When part of me is gone....
A special part...a precious part
The part that was my son.

Conceived in love how gratefully
You were born to me...filled with pride
A bit of my heart, a bit of my soul
Went with you when you died.

One cannot lose a child to death
And still remain the same,
Untouched by tears of emptiness,
Undaunted by the pain.

The cruelest nightmares come to pass
Life's bitterest pill to swallow
In light of this, I can endure
All else that's yet to follow.

There's nothing that can fill
the empty spaces that remain
I've tried and failed so many times
I cannot try again.

No trying to regain the past
That's all a bitter sham
It's time that I resign myself
To being who I am

To be the woman I've become
(No acting out a part).....
A mother with a shattered dream
And a broken heart.

If tears could build a stairway

And memories a lane

I'd walk right up to heaven

And bring you back again.

Dear Daniel my sweet boy, i miss you so very much.  Since the day you left I lost such a big part of me.  Such a big part of me is missing.  Nothing will ever be the same.  Thinking about how it used to be and wishing so much God would give you back to me for one more minute, to be able to hold you, hug you, kiss you and tell you how very much I love you.  I know its never to be again.  I still have all the memories, the times we spent together, the times we laughed, the times we had fun and although you are gone my precious son, these memories will be in my heart forever until we meet again.  I remember all the pain you were going through and although I miss you with all my heart, i know you are at peace and no longer tormented by your illness.
I want you to remember, I love you now and will love you always and I know everyday for the rest of my life I will be missing you.

Gone but not forgotten

Always
Love your mum xxx